In January I wrote that I was 27.5 pounds from goal. Today I am 32 pounds away. I don't like this. I don't like how I look or how I feel. The problems that I alluded to in January are not present now so I have no excuses or legitimate reasons not to get back on program.
Speaking of programs though, I am going rogue for a while because I am angry. I did resume going to WW on the first Monday of February. A special promotion was offered, three months for a certain price. I paid that and unfortunately, that was the only Monday that I attended but that was not WW fault, it was circumstances beyond my control. I am not angry over prepaying for those three months.
A few weeks ago I was reconciling my charge card statement. There was $52 payment to WW. I did not knowingly sign up for this although I had done this previously. Shame on me for not reading the fine print in February, but also shame on the WW staff for not making this clear to me then.
I may fritter away $13 per week on nothing or worse, on junk food, but not for meetings that I could not attend. I still have good feelings about my leader and the members of the Monday meeting but I doubt I will rejoin them soon. I am going to attempt to lose most of the weight on my own and return when I am much closer to goal and then I will pay per meeting, assuming that is still an option.
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